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32 What would the book’s title be if someone were to write a biography about your life? Why did you choose that title? (03/30/2023)

One of my teachers always used to say that whenever your are writing an essay or a research paper, always write the main body first, and then the introduction and the conclusion. Your main body should dictate what goes in your first and last paragraph, not the other way around.
As for my biography, one of the main topics would be about trying to find a place of belonging and trying to fit in with three different identities, all of which don't seem to fit. A wandering outsider.
As for the other half, the book would focus on me being a straight guy who has little experiences in relationship. In society, its always up to the guy to make the initial moves whether its asking out on a date, going for the kiss, or taking someone home. I am struggling a lot with that role due to lack of confidence and high anxiety, but I have hope that I will get better at it. A man who doesn't know how to be a man.
My Biography Title would be: "A false chameleon". The main story overall would be about how I initially try my best to fit in different environments trying to be like everyone else. At the end, I realize, that no matter how hard I try, I will never fully fit in anywhere and the best I can do is try to create a new role for myself with the mess of a identity I have.